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Sunday, July 22, 2007|12:26 PM

ohmygosh!
ohmygosh!
ohmygosh!
ohmygosh!
ohmygosh!

who the hell can save me?
im so not gonna die in such a young age ))):
There's a swelling lump in my neck,
almost invisible unless you get to touch it.
i realised it only last night.
when i feel it.
i started to think wild!
&can't have a peaceful night.
always wake up in the middle of the night.
thinking if im suffering from neckcancer or whatsoever.
maybe you think im lame.
but you'll never know how it feels
unless you got the same swollen lump as me,around your neck!
till then you'll worried like me.
im so damn worried!!
so i went to tell my dad, about the lump, immediately.
hoping that he'll take me to the doctor.
but he didn't!!
obviously he don't care about it and he's thinking:
why waste money go get my neck diagnose?

THIS IS HOW OUR CONVERSATION GOES.
*night, when i suddenly touch my neck and feel a lump!!
i was scared.so i went to the bedroom to look for my dad.
ME : dad, there's lump in my neck lehhh.
DAD : no la, where got. is the voice box lahhhhh
ME : -.- no lor. you touch the neck there
*so he came up and feel the neck.
SPEECHLESS.
seriously i know he can feel it.
just that he doesn't want to waste money to get a checkup for me.
so he just make up a stupid and doesn't make sense excuse!
okay, back to the conversation
DAD : drink more water lahh~ maybe got some bones stuck inside.
cus you eat too fast already.
OH, PLEASE!
how can it be?
a bone?
if there's really a bone inside,
i will be suffering from severe pain now!!!
some of you may think, why didn't i told my mom about it.
the reason i told my dad is because he's more caring than my mom do!
since he can always let us, his children, have the best food,
whether he get to eat it or not.
SO~ i went up to him.
WHO KNOWS?!!!
the outcome is still as i expected.
just like a few months ago.
the injuries in my eye.
both of them die die also doesn't want to take me to the doctor.

when my dad don't care,
i went up telling my sis about it.
and she can also feel the lump.
so she doesn't say anything cus she can't simply say the same thing as my dad said right?!
even my sis can feel it.
there's no way my dad can't feel it!!!!!
NOW I NEED A CARING PARENT!
some of you're so fortunate to have a parent who's always worrying for you.
so don't complain that your parent are over-concern towards you.
thats a good thing sometimes.
unlike me.
i desperately need their concern now.
but they just like,HAIYA NEVERMIND DE LA.
GOD!
why do i have such parent ):

im talking to Peisi now.
even my friends are way more worrying for me!!!!
while talking to her,
i was sheding tears.
thinking why i have such parents who doesn't care about their children AT ALL!
maybe i can't blame them.
cus both of them have four childrens.
if they're so concern for us,
there'll be aloads of thing for them to worry about.
but one thing which i can't understand is,
when my two brothers is sick.
my parent will take them to the doctor.
even if its a slight fever.
so why can't they take me there?!
mine is WAY more serious please.
hope they won't regret when its too late.
& i've check online for a neckcancer's symptom.
im getting a very worried.
let me tell you.
if the lump is getting a little bigger,
im going to get it diagnose using my own saving.
i don't care how expensive it will be.
just to play save
ALRIGHTS,i shall stop all these.
pray that i'll be fine.

&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUTING!!!
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