Lately, i have been going in and out of Malaysia very often.
like, VERY VERY OFTEN, almost every weekends i'll be away.
so yeap, obviously i'm in Malaysia ystd.
& we went there to attend a wedding of my uncle.
( 2008 is great! :D cos we've attended 2 wedding, and 1 coming soon )
was having buffet at Simpang Renggam.
but the food sucks like hell luh!
not appetizing and tasteless. uek
i regretted going.

alright, my grandparents are so nice :]
they gave each of us, me and my sis, a gold necklace with nice pendant.
(though we can't wear or sell it. but its the thought that counts yeah? actually i don't wanna take it, but he say we're his grandchildren. he insisted, so we took <: )
woots! :D :D
soon, we start the car & off we go, from Kota Tinggi, to Simpanggg.
it took us nearly 2 hour's of drive ,plus going to Kulai to fetch my aunt and cousin, to reach our destination.
on our way there, i heard my grandma talking about how's her life when she's young.
& guess what i've found out?
my grandma actually miscarriage twice.
so, my grandma is supposed to have 13 child :(
sadly both 'died' when they're only 3-4 months old in my grandma's stomach.
blah blah, eat the buffet.
plus buy-ourselves' snacks and chocolate.
irritating isn't it?
go eat buffet still need to buy our own food/snacks to fill our hungry stomach.
well, around 4+ pm we're heading back to Kota Tinggi.
in order to keep ourself awake,
my sis and me started learning Malay from my lil cousin.
we learn from her cos my grandma claims that she's very pro in Malay
but somehow, weird and funny pronunciation comes out, FROM US.
anyhow, yeap, fun time learning :)
and i guess i learn a few more malay words already.
MALAY IS COOL, WOOTS! ^^v

Shutter an hour ago.
overall was nice.
seriously, we think Shutter should be NC16 instead of Rule #1
there's simple nothing scary/disgusting in the movie -.-
unlike Shutter, so many 'naked'/'sex' part luh.

a big blue-black indeed eh?
BUT ITS NOT MINE! phew :p
this 'cute' bruise belongs to my sis.
she's blur luh.
don't even know how she got this bruise until her friend told her.
obviously she didn't feel any pain at first. Lol.
when she show it to me after she's back.
my eye open damn biggg.
i've never seen sucha big and dark bruise luh ( at least to me its counted as big)
then then then! i went to press it! : D
i know i'm bad enough to still press it.
it must have hurt. but i just wanna see how pain the bruise is mah :p

1052 pm now.
i'm still smiling to myself like an idiot. Lol.
anyway, thanks for making me sucha happy girl :)
i feel so bless hearing your words :D :D
love ya ^^v

what an interesting day 3e3 had today. Lol.
well i can't say/elaborate anything here.
so yep, i shall blog about my life instead :p
my sis will be back in a few hours later, i guess.
meaning, i'll have lesser time to use computer.
cos she'll claim that i've been using the computer alone, for the past 2-3 days.
then, its time for her to useeeeeeeeee, as long as she wants. grr
which is a good and bad news luh.
good in the sense that i can concentrate more on my studies, for the upcoming M-Y
bad cos i'll miss my computerr :(
kkkk, after two good days of sleeping alone on a king size ( :p )
i still have to share the bed with my sis from today onwards again.
seriously i think being the only child in a family is awesomee.
you can have the whole bed to yourself, though you'll feel so lonely sometimes.
but you still have friends to accompany you, yeah?(:
& suddenly i feel like having my own bedroom
oh, i feel great today :)
bcos i finally passed my 2.4 after running for like sooo darn many times.
17.25 minutes.
to me, as long as i passed it.
i'm more than happy:D

alright, i heard my mama saying that my cousin's wedding is actually on the 23th May.
meaning i'll be skipping the last day of school. woots! :D
no cleaning up for me :p

There are some things a girl can never forget. ♥


My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what to see
Or is it true, could you really be
Something to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love
I'm at the point of on relum
So afraid of getting bumed
But I want to take a change
Please, give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be
It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything ,
Just to hear you say (you're)

yay, i can have the computer all by myself for the next 2-3 days :D
cos my sis went to m'sia for camping.
& know what?
their bus journey are like, 9 hours long!
ohmygod, nearly half of the day luh.
so poor thing, their butt must have hurt a lot. Lol.

I'M GETTING OLDD :(
lately, ive been feeling very tired easily.
& very sick.
i often got giddy, the feeling is like i'm gonna faint anytime.
if not, i'll feel like vomiting.
just so sickk.
also, when i'm sitting down for awhile. i'll be yawning.
yawn yawn yawn, then my eyelid will start to close.
even though i may have slept at 10/11pm the day before.
i never have been this tired before.
i've been like this for the past few weeks.
just now, standing outside the DM room.
with so many people beside me, i feel the warm
& i feel terrible, like giddy and stomach so not comfortable :(
sometimes, my hand will feel so numb that i will lose control of my hands.
there was once, my hand was supporting my head cos i was rather tired looking at the screen.
then! my hand is like paralysed, and 'drop' on the table.
i don't ave the feeling, i saw my hand 'drop' & i was so scare.
whats wrong with me?
why can't i just stay as healthy, like the others.



* i can read the text thousand & thousands time without getting sick o f it.

THE ORPHANAGE.
106 minutes in the cinema.
& i almost fell asleep, my eyelids are heavy in there and i feel like vomiting.
[Weikai actually fell asleep. Lol. He pay 6 bucks to go cinema to sleepp! ]
i don't know why, towards the end i just feel like killing myself.
the feeling is terrible luh :(
yeah, the movie itself is rather chim for me to understand.
i was blur from starting to the end.
yep, i admit i was too dumb to even understand sucha simple story. Lol.
i also don't really understand the last part of Rule #1.
but i must say, its still a nice movie to watch :]





OLYMPUS WON FOR THIS SPORTS DAYY! :D
well, we(many of us) took a 'WALK' from CCAB sports complex to tanglin shopping centreee.
i tell you, its like so ohmygod far luh.
we took almost 1.15 minutes to walk to tanglin, grr
our legs nearly break man!
cos we're heading towards plaza.
but we go the wrong way. ended up walking sucha long distance to tanglin then took a bus to PS.
eyer. then we separate.
like half of them took a taxi there.
they 'jump in' immediately when they saw a taxi in the deserted road. Lol.
so off they gooooooo.
whereas, us, took soooo long to reach PS.
somemore they each only pay around 1.60 bucks for the taxi fare.
& their $1.60= our 1.15 minutes walk. wth luh.
D:




NEXT WEEK IS THE OVERSEAS CAMP :D
to bintan.
all right, i'm really looking forward to the camp now.
i wasn't looking forward to this camp last time.
but, knowing that we'll be staying in resort(maybe?) i feel excited over this trip :D
also, we're being told that we'll be having kayaking this time round.
(didn't get to kayak the last time)
& climb coconut tree, though it will be so malu climbing but i bet i will be a fun one :)
i heard teacher saying :'' a boat/anythinggg will drive you to the middle of the sea & everyone of you will jump into a big big net in the seaa'' woots ^^
it sounds so funnn, yeah? :]
fun jumping into the big cooling seaaa.
great great great.
3rd April faster fater come :>

The Malaysia trip ystd was 'GREAT', i supposed. :p
i had a lot of good food :D
first, in the morning.
yummylicious Youtiaoooo with coffee, woots. but sadly no beancurd.
after awhile, had another few more Youtiao [cos we've got leftovers] so i ate again & again when i saw the Youtiao in the carrrrrrrrrrrrrr, grr.
so like, i ate a lot of youtiao in the morning.
had a mouthful of Char Siew Bao.
then we went to a nearby shopping mall to grab some daily necessary.
of course, must buy snacks la! alamak, how can don't eat snacks when snacks are damn cheap in m'sia? Lol.
My cousin then suggest eating a CHOCOLATE Ice Kimo, which is called Ice-kacang in S'pore :]
ohgod, fattening eh.
well its not yet end of my food journey. Lol.
then then then!
''KAYA BALL!'' tell you, this is damn nice. sadly i can't see any in S'pore.
snacks, malay kueh, a bit of meat
& off i go to cook for my Horfun [for my F&N] as a preparation with my aunt beside guiding me :D :D
cook, of course must eat right?
so yeah. eat eat eat. Tsk!

BUT OUR MAIN PURPOSE OF GOING M'SIA IS NOT TO EAT, BUT TO 'SWEEP A GRAVE' [OF MY GREAT-GRANDMA.]
so we have to get up so damn early.
like 4.30am i'm already wide awake, when i only slept around 2am
only 2 hours of sleep :(
then ystd only sleep at, near 11pm.
and i had a hard time waking up in the morning.
i just feel like telling my mom that i'm sick.
then i can sleep till afternoon, maybe? :D
but no, i didn't.
cos i didn't want to miss any lessons or else i gonna fail even badly for M-Y
anyway, Sports Day & The Orphanage tmrw :)


* 'worms' in the chocolate is killer! yucks

RULE #1 later on :D
then when i'm back, it gonna be homework time again :(
today confirm must finish all my homework.
cos my parent are thinking of going to m'sia again.
to visit my cousin.

WOOTS! :D
i gonna be my cousin's JIEMEI again :p
my cousin, who's marrying soon on 25th may, is asking me & my sis to be her JIEMEI.
awesome awesome, mwarhahaha.
so i shall save money nowww, so i can get some dress for her wedding :)
i don't wanna owe my sis more money:(
& from what i guess, she's also pregnant now.
or else, she confirm won't married so young.
cos she used to have lots of bf, often go clubbing and all.
so she surely won't get married this early and 'tie' herself up. lol
i predict she's really pregnant.

seriously i can't imagine if i'm living in m'sia now.
& i never come to singapore.
who i'll be like? a very rebellion girl i guess.
cos most of the people in m'sia don't study, end up getting herself into trouble, by having baby when they're only around 15 year-old plus.
but its also good for me la.
since i love baby so muchhhh :D
lol, i'm crazy nowwwww.


this is lovelyyy

if only a bouquets of blue roses is receive on my birthday :D
lollollollollollol

WELL A GOOD NEWS & BAD NEWS (not about me :p )
lets start off with a good news first.
i just heard my sis telling me that my mama side's cousin is getting married! :D
on the 25 of may, if not wrong its also on the school holiday.
which was awesome luh :D :D
have been attending a few weddings this year :]
couple of weeks ago, just attended my papa side's cousin's marriage. lol
& now, my mama's side woots ^^v
2008 is actually quite good, but bad in a sense that it sucks sometimes.
cos i didn't even save a single cents in 2008 yet.
i used to save a lot last time.
but now. not a single cents + owe-ing my sis 60 bucks.
ohdear, owe money sucks la :(

kkk, here comes the bad news.
which is my cousin, who just got married.
she's actually pregnant, yep. [thats why got married la ]
& so, she met with an accident ystd afternoon, i guess
when i'm still text-ing her in the early afternoon! god
luckily, she didn't really injured herself & the baby.
but the other victim, a motorist, got killed in the accident.
my cousin saw the horrible scene and fainted immediately, for twice i heard.
[i've no ideas who's with her on the car]
though it wasn't her fault, it is the motorist's own careless-ness.
BUT MY COUSIN HAVE TO GO TO THE COURT >:-<
I think she maybe be sue of 'killing'.
i don't know. just hope a FINE for her will do.
not any jailed or whatsoever luh :(
seriously we don't know why is she so unlucky nowadays.
or is 2008 a bad year for her?
i'm so worried for her, cos she don't show her sad-ness and unhappiness infront of us.
whenever we're back to m'sia, she'll be laughing and happily talking to us.
though we know she has got many problems. but we can't do anything to help T.T
*PRAY THAT ALL THE BAD LUCK FOR HER WILL BE GONE WHEN APRIL COMES*

FORTY-FOUR BUCKS is needed noww.
for the upcoming Bintan trip.
though its already very cheap as compared to 111, original amount we have to pay.
but,currently my family is facing some financial problem.
cos my dad has got no work for him to do. [he still have a job though]
& my papa just spent 8,000 ringgit in m'sia, to repair all the wires, for our house and shops there before it can be rent out and earn moneyyyy T.T
so, limited income from my mama, to support a family of 6 :(
thanks xxx so much, for being a so understanding T :)
kkk, i think i seriously have to bring the sum of money to pay tmrw.
shan't cause more trouble to teacher anymore.

great great. i'm improvingggg :D
i can now control the temptation of food in the afternoonnnn! woots
thinking of the past, i have been eating tonnes of breakfast,lunch, dinner + snacks and stuff.
ohdear, its horrible>:-<
but now, i eaaaaat very little as compared to the the past.
& only biscuit with milo for breakfast.
water to fill my stomach until 2.30pm.
noodles+chocolate pocky for my lunch cum dinner.
and thats all for the day :D
so not much fats gain today %D



argk, rushing for F&N coursework ...

I wanted to do a couple of things now but no time to. D:
Firstly, to go m'sia again soon [i'm craving for the beancurd & Youtiao there :( so niceee! ]
Secondly, to go Suyi house for ghost movie and see babyyy :D
Thirdly, to watch Rule #1 etc etc


& we've only 6 weeks left to Mid-year.
but like, 3/6 weeks is gone for many thingggs.
this week, Friday, we gonna have holiday for Good Friday.
next week, we gonna have Bendemeer sports day.
next next week, we're going for the Bintan trip :)
[which i don't know if i can really go]
then then then, few more weeks later, it'll be Mid-year time already.
after mid-year, 6/12 of the year will be gone. WOOTS :D :D
time really flies luh.
all rights, i should rush my Chinese homework nowww

The outcome of being gey kyiang, is to stand stupidly at a lousy bus stop waiting for a bus that will never come :[
yep, i was that stupid l:{
i actually stand at the bus stop opp. Balestier point & waited for like nearly an hour luh!
helll, that idiot bus, 125.
know why i wait for so long & not even one 125 passed by?
simply bcos, 125 DON'T DRIVE ON SUNDAYYY.
and when i finally realise the fact.
its already 10 plus, and can say one hour is passed.
even though i know there'll not be any 125 for me ystd
but! i only reach home around 10.45pm
cos i have to wait for my dad to pick me up [immediately when he's back from m'sia]
i know i'm so not a filial daughter.
well what to do? i'm kind of lost, don't even know where i am.
what a road idiot eh? :c


*anyway, i stay out till 9 plus, bcos many of us went to Divya's bbq :D
& thanks Divya for all the food ystd :]

I had a long checklist- a massive number of tasks, and a list of homework to be done.
But there is always a time to hide the list,
pretend it never existed and then hop into bed :D

Actually the downpour this week has been lovelyyy.
well, maybe not to the girls who are planning to go for shopping,
and not to people stuck at work
The showers and thunder sent me right into dreamland *woots* :p

the conversation is funny.

cruz is a Y.E.S 933's DJ. while lynne a friend of his(:

-----

Cruz:
I don’t wanna move. I’ll nua till 4.45 before washing up and meeting ya…

Lynne:
Sure. I also nua-ing.

Cruz:
If only we can nua everyday…

Lynne:
Will bored one lor

Cruz:
Oh i won’t!
I have tonnes of unwatched VCDs (non porn)
And I can sleep for hours and hours.
Only thing, I might get so nua, I might resort to calling McD every single day and turn obese within 1 month.

Lynne:
Hmmm.. I shall give u all my laundry for u to wash then…Must hand wash ok

Cruz:
CHOY CHOY CHOY!
10mil toto coming!
I don’t wanna touch your underwear!

TOLD YOU GUYS I'M GETTING CHUBBY-IER >:I
&especially chubyyy when i smile with my teeth T.T
all the fats just loveeee to go to my face luh! tsk
then everytime i eat a lot, only my face become chubby.eyerr
(not a homework-day again for today :[ )


SO SHUAI LA! :D:D

OHMYGOD,OHMYGODD :/
both my sis and me receive an MMS from that guy
well i wasn't shock when i receive the MMS at first,
UNTIL I SAW A PHOTO OF HIMSELF!
the first few photos are the photo's of us.
thats why i didn't really feel gross.
but, the moment i saw a zilian photo of his, being send to us, i feel a total gross-ness :/

i just look weird taking photo with him.
so my face should be censored :)
&this is one of the photo he sent to us, which has got me.
the rest [not many la] are photo of my sis & him.
plus one of his zilian photo, eukk

THIS IS HILARIOUS! OHGOD
i burst out laughing when i saw the first picture lol

mama, save me luh D:
i'm eating a lot nowadays.
i just ate four bread for breakfast! alamakkkk T.T
feel so guilty la.
& i guess i ate million plates of sushi ystd.
helllllllllllllll
kkkk, DIET IS NEEDED NOWWW >:[
tsk, i hate the word diet luh.
i swear i'll eat very little tmrw and starting doing my homework.
i can't afford to eat more & more :(



[MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY&为你写诗 IS LOVE NOW :D I CAN'T STOP LISTENING]

PART II :D


ugk, seeing my cousin putting on her wedding gown.
i have the urge of marrying too :/
lollol, i must be crazyyy








The tons of holiday homework are driving me crazy,
though i haven't even started on one :/
but thinking of the coursework for F&N i don't have the urge to finish all the hw already.
anyone have any idea for dishes that are not easy to prepare & egg must be one of the ingredient?
i seriously need some ideas from you guys :[

i'm back to update! :D
& i have plenty to talk abouttt.
kkkk, as you guys know.
i'm back to M'sia to attend my dearest cousin's wedding.
she look gorgeous! :D
so 9 girls, including me, are Sisters of my cousin.
of course, Brothers will be there too.
then there was this Brother, he was god damn flirt/despo and ew! ( will post the photos of us later)
he was all the while asking girls for no. and try to talk to the girls.
unfortunately, i'm one of the victim :[
the moment he saw me.
he ask me to take picture with him, say '' one photo will do la.just one * with innocent face* ''
at first i say no and use my manyyy angpaos to cover my face [cos he just try to put the cam infront of me]
not long after, we got to go back to my grandma house to change & prepare for the dinner at night.
i received a text from him -.- [flirt eh?]
blahblahblah.
its almost time, & there we go to the bridegroom's house again.
he was there to pick the Sisters to the restaurant,tsk
soon, we headed to the restaurant for dinner.
a few of us sit in the 'Sisters' seat' then the guy come again and again.
wanting to take picture with me and my sis [individually with him.eee]
we reject, & know what? he actually take a chair and sit beside me.
keep pestering me.
sit sososo close to me till i want to move away but no space to.
and ask me all sort of rubbish question -.-
quickly, i escape to the toilet.
but when i'm back to my seat [he's still beside me ): ]
lets guess what he did?
HE ACTUALLY BLINK ONE OF HIS EYE, TO ME! OMFG
i suddenly feel like killing myself luh!
anyhow his pestering skills are goooooood.
i can no longer take it.
i agree for one.
cos he promise to go after taking the photo.
happily, he went for the 'drinking session' after taking the photo.
before he go, he still say ''aiyo, we don't look compatible in the photo eh'' * smiles* alamak.
finallyyy, the dinner ends -with misery- LOLLOL
i was stading outside with my cousin.
and he was about to walk pass me.
who knows?! he touch my hair, like flipping my fringe, for don't know what luh!
i'm like eeeek! [though he look quite okay, in the early 20s i guess]
still all the actions he does are too disgustinggg >:[









BAKING SESSION @ PRIMA DELI
early in the morning,
met a super unreasonable AUNTYYYYY [i prefer aunty than miss/girl]
she sucks okay.
well, its too long a story to elaborate.
i shall keep this post as short as possible :]
but the baking-time was rather fulfilling.
cos we're able to make a blueberry cheesecake on our own.
the taste of it was great, but if you eat too much you'll feel sick immediately.




unlucky day;
wake up late & totally drenchhhhhh just now! roar
met so many weird people these days.
especially that Brotherrrrr *uek