Happy 16th birthday, Guanwee!:) Hope you like the cake we bought specially for you, yea. Hee

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There's some financial crisis in our family, currently. My uncle, who works on cruise, is continuously borrowing money from everyone. Especially my grandparents. I seriously think he need a reflection, the amount of money he earn per months is so much more than my dad. Whats more, my dad have to support a family of 6(including himself) while he earn and spend himself. Yet he's the one borrowing money from us, shouldn't it be the other way round? What a joke. A few days ago, he wanted 3k and today he want another 5k. N he's like asking my aunt to say something nice for him, to get him some money. Everyone is having financial problem at this point of time, can't he spare a thought for us? Since you want to gamble, bear the consequences yourself. I think this is the last time everyone's gonna help you so pleaseee, wake up.

N, mum told me that my 3rd aunt who staying in sg(supposedly rich) is facing financial problem too. Though her both children are working hard in the industries, but only her daughter help her financially. Her son, who's already in his thirties, refuse to give her much money. Sad to say, her husband just got retrenched and came back from Indonesia this year. He used to earn like 10k per month, so my aunt is having a good life for the past few year without having to work. But now, she even have problem buy grocery. Once, she ask money from her husband, and guess what, he said you have money, use your own money. So no choice, she got to go to her daughter (who's one of my closest cousin) to get help. Good enough her daughter said '' Dont ask money from dad la, i give you money buy grocery okay?'' Aww, i love her attitude okay. So, let alone lending money to my uncle. Or maybe she did fork out a few k to help him? I don't know, but i seriously hope my aunt's husband will find a job asap, and my uncle will stop gamble.



& Friday, i was late for school, i ran 3 rounds around the netball and bb court within 3 minutes. Run so much, eve before PE lesson starts, and i was sweating like hell. And i swear i wont ever late again, running program are killer.
My life only evolve around school, irp, study, tuition, tv and homework everyday):

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Finally, can go home early tmrw. Weekend gotta do a lot of things.
My life is boring now, so maybe i'll not blog so often.

You don't even hold me like you used to hold me
And there's no way you could of meant all the things you told me
Yeah, yeah
I remember when you told me you'd never lie to me
I can't believe I trusted you
I sacrificed my time and my heart
I gave you my all and what you do

You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

I know the way you were before me
And I was crazy to think you'd change
I put up with your attitude
Your selfish ways and your childish games (whoa)
A good heart always ends up broken
But overtime, it'll make me strong
I'ma put the pieces back together
Might take some time, but I just go on

Love me or leave me alone
My heart can't take this pain
We had something so beautiful
But now it's not the same
So I gotta let this go
Gotta take back the truth
This situation makes no good for me
I can't believe I let it happen like this
I just sat back while you

You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

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Ohshit, my cheeks is itchy. Aston for lunch with honey:D

Finally the judges are fair, totally. Whee!:)

Wow, a nice day out ystd with family and cousin, ride around Geylang street seeing pokpokgey(prostitute), and renyao(guy act as girl,ew). They all look ridiculous, and we have a good time laughing at them. Cuz cousin, came from Msia recently to work, is amazed by the amount of ppg in Geylang. N she's practically, looking openly at them. I don't dare, cuz they'll like stare back at you. But my cousin said they stand there to let people see, who knows they're happy that people went there just to see them. Lol. Thats my first time going round Geylang, but luckily we're in car. Else, it's gonna be very awkward.

omg i'm using my cousin's laptop now. i bet i wont be doing much revision alr):

When will my pinky cheeks recover): ohgod

Cousin coming to stay over tonight:D So i must do all my revision asap, plus FnN done before i can enjoy tonight. Hehe!

Yay i'm back blogging. Haha! Went out with sweethearts today. Had Jack's place for lunch, n head to Cineleisure for movie 'Coming soon':D >neoprint. But neoprint turn out not as nice as we expected it to be:( eyer.

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Won't have the time to update tmrw, so here an update for tmrw, haha! & when can i finishe doing my Planning and Developement for my FnN:(

I luv it, whoo!
So i'm done, thinking:)

Aww, everyone's so sick this march hols. As if, all's stuck with some sickness, either flu or fever or sorethroat):

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It took me almost the whole day to do both my Emaths and Amaths revision. Moreover, its not everything, only part of it): Slow learner omg.

I smells like durian now, stupid durian got sucha strong smell. Ew. Hahha, got to go shower now:)

Oral was okay>Fairprice>HY house> bake n play.
& know what, we actually sat down and chat continuously for 2 hours plus before we rush home around 5PM :D :D

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Wow, (chinese) oral prelim tmrw. Right after, will be going to HY house to learn baking.(preparing for O's practical) Heh:P Wish me luck for the oral, yea:)

eat, sleep, chemistry. Wow.




I'm glad i have all my ohsogreat sweethearts, always there for me:)
satisfactory. Heh

'' Nevermind, just work harder the next time okay:)'' I definitely will, tcher. I'm really grateful for all your encouragement, though its just a 'work harder' and 'you're not lost'. It honestly did make me like chiong-ing, and do well, very well, in my studies so i won't disappoint you again.

All right, i don't think i have the courage to type out my results here. You guys will be totally amazed by how 'well' i've done.



Cool, hot topic with honey today. Yea honey? *blush:P



I'm dying to catch 'coming soon'! The poster looks scary and my bb (lol) said its very very scary.

"you're not lost," thanks for the encouragement, really.

& i sincerely apologise for all the tearing, again, today. Don't blame me, blame my tears cuz i cant control them. Haha!(:

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YAY BABY, WEDDING SHOOT!:D Whoo x10000000000000!

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At least, i passed one more subject now. But i'm more worried that tcher will call up my parents to tell them how much i've deproved.

tcher, i really did put in effort. Incredulously, i pass the subject that i sort of give up and never study a lot. Those that i seriously put in my best effort, turn out to be like shit.):

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tuition>computer.

Maybe i didn't touch computer for so long, i realised i've a lot of things to do. Probably going out with family later:)

Honey, the watch we saw at Bugis is so nice rightttttt!): Maybe i should consider whether to buy jacket, or the watch for myself:D

Out with sweethearts, @ Jurong point. Lunch at benten cafe(or whatever you call it). Nice creamy noodle they served:D Haji lane>hone.








i miss my xiangxiang); ( okay i know i'm mad)

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Somehow, my mum realised i skipped tuition for two consecutive day. Lol, and she knew i purposely over-slept in the afternoon on Thursday and Friday skipped cuz i went to see my xiangxiang. She's kind of angry, yea.

& due to our late arrival at Eastpoint, we have to re-queue(instead of joining Szepei who's so in front:[ ). So, we started queue-ing at the far far end, since 6.40PM. Guess what, after hours and hours of pushing and squeezing, we managed to get his autograph(+shake hand omg) around 10PM. Its a long wait, i know. But everything is worthwhile seeing him for merely few second, right, Yuting! Yuting, we must learn all his dance plus singing the next time we go okay! We die die want the hug:P




You know how many millions people went there? Its like almost 10k, so you can imagine how popular he is now. But my xiangxiang is good, he finish signing everyone's album within 4 hours. Ain't he fantastic?:D


I must start saving money now, i swear. A dollar or two everyday, so before 14june arrives, i get to buy my Stage's jacket. That'll be my best birthday present, ever, from myself:D:D






After signing>ljs>and reached home like 11 plus going 12AM. All right, i'm going to bed now, imagine me waking up early for school today, and went queue-ing for almost 4 hours and walk home. I'm so deadbeat nowww.

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Yet, another F9); Wow, i'm so IMPRESSED by myself.

Anyw, a few more hours before i get to see my bb.:D

Finally its time to relax a bit this weekend. Meeting sweethearts tmrw for shopping/eating/ chatting/laughing session, hehe! (Hongying, you better rest well today and recover FULLY by tmrw okay!:P)


Slight headache is coming back again, aww. Hate it, go away, i still needa go see my bb>shopping with Yuting>home>tv.

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Mr Leong: ''I love your improvement for physics.''

Wow, isn't this a miracle that it actually comes out from ML's mouth?:P He said ahheng (haha!) and me did improved though we're playful, during his lesson. But who knows, i might flunk this physics common test paper this time round); just pray hard. Got back 3 papers so far, and i actually failed 2. Ain't i brilliant?

But whatever it is, i'm glad i get to see MY XIANG XIANG(cannot say meh:P!) tmrw. Thanks Yuting x100000000000000000000000000000000000! luvluvluv, hehe! I really appreciate a lot, for you, for being so thoughtful, to me. Anw, see you tmrwwwww yea?:D

All right, should go take nap now & let time passed before mum realised i've tuition today(and knew i want to skip it). Lol, pray i wont have to go tuition later, really. I've got a lot to do.
Revision>don't forget the lyrics(with PCK, adrian pang)>happily ever after> perfect cut 2. All the way till 11PM, and lights offf!:]

Elective tmrw, go go go. Second last paper:)


What more can i do

Labels: a human being, afterall

coursework>physics revision>tv>elective :D

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Labels: And the hurt from the heart it would not subside