Due to the tons of homework&revision to be done.
i can't really write a long post and express all my feelings out here D:
sorry dear :]
but still i will try to post something at least a short one.
like what people used to say ''NO FISH, PRAWN ALSO GOOD'' lollol
alrighty folks, have a fabulous weekend ahead :]
[but don't forget to study too heehee ]
well well well i shall go shower now and get ready for my tuition later on ^^v




Last day of January.
That's fast :(

tsk, FATS FATS FATS.
DIET DIET! >:[
i swear, i promise.

SAD SAD D:
i can't imagine i just said such stupid things.
i'm so not mature.
i gonna change my thinking & passion.

I feel much better after tearing for awhile.
i was really stressed up recently.
my heart kept reminding me 'YANYI, YOU MUST DO WELL FOR COMMON TEST! AT LEAST A C'
& today, saturday.
i woke up at 9 A.M
showered, then out i go, to my living room.
started mugging, till like 2 P.M
cos i really got the heart to study and score for my CA :(
but well who to blame?
i'm born with a dumb brain.
so while doing some maths qns [cos i can't do many many qns ): ]
i was thinking of finding a better tuition teacher for both my maths.
then something is being said by someone.
not hurtful actually.
but i was just feeling sad.
finding myself so not born-to-be-intelligent.
& yes, i cried.
for not long of course.
of else, my family will realise i'm missing.
cos i'm in the toilet. thinking why am i sucha useless person.
study study, practise practise.
still, as stupid as before D:
i really need a good teacher to support me.
was telling myself not to tears anymore, i must be even stronger, even more handworking.
then ive set my mind.
from Monday onwards.
i will stay in school, finish ALL my maths homework before going home.
if i didn't keep this promise i surely will feel damn guilty.
anyway i hope i can pull through this two years, without suffering from depression.
LOLLOL :s

but i'm really feeling more happier now.
though i didn't know how to do most of my maths homework still.
its just like, crying will lessen your burden.
honestly speaking, i haven't yet cried bcos of studies.
maybe last year, yup.
Final year, worrying that i'll retain. hahahhaha
not yet as in, not giving myself so much stress before CNY , just for the 1st Common Test.

alright alright.
no matter what.
for the time being, FUN come first :D
bcos its time for CNY alreadyyyy :]
sad to say, i'm not given time [due to studies] to go alter my jeans.
also i still need some time to buy a top, heels and stuff :(
actually i can go get everything done by tomorrow.
but i think i prefer to study first.
and i'll go library to study+homework with mates tomorrow :]

HE LOOK GORGEOUS WITH THIS OUTFIT! :]
everyone who knows me well enough,
should know that i love guys who wear this type of former top (:
nice nice ^^v

O's result today.
yup, i'm there cos ive got duty to do.
anyway, its an easy duty.
only set up, wait for the results to be out, i'm just like of the O's student. hahaha
though i'm not. but i'm still very nervous when they're annoucing the top 4.
well, congrats HongLing :]
she got damn low points *envy*
seeing her results, i got motivated to do well, no matter is it a test or examinations :D
i'll try my very best to score for the coming Common Test : (
so fast Common Test alr.
BUT THE A-MATHS&E-MATHS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! D:
i want to do well this two years.
for O's too [ its still far far away though ]
alright lets hope i can :]

VANDALIZED TABLE.
nowadays people are extremely free& itchy-handed.
they just can't leave the innocent and 'well-decorated' table alone. lollol
its as if, they will die, by not vandalizing people's table.
or they're just jealous?
alright maybe i have put too much of luozhixiang's photo.
but still, is there a need to draw on his face?
they're being such an asshole, fucker.



i love this corner of the table.
but i can longer see it.
cus i'm too fed-up.
so i just simply take off the white sheet of majong paper & bring it home.
i can't bear to throw it away :[


the right side, that three small picture, got a long long black ink line.
cutting through his face.
& for the both big pictures.
they each got a line on his face.
i hope that fucker die man.
okay, i know i'm being very bad.
but imagine you met you the same thing.
will you not be fed-up?
as in, you put in quite a lot of effort to decorate this table.
& now its being vandalized >:l

whatthehell!
SEEEEE!
its very disgusting.
but don't worry, no ghost.
purely disgust.
pls see : (

http://www.56.com/u18/v_MjU4NjIzMjc.html

was in woodlands just minutes ago.
i'm a good sister, yeah :D
i accompany my sister there to see her idols.
well i don't think he's even handsome though.
but no harm seeing him lah :]
& i was so tired today.
science center from morning till 1 plus.
then went back to school for monday's food selling's decoration.
after we're done in school.
i went to tpy, look for my sister, then to AMK hub, next is woodlands.
there're klike millions of people , crowding around -.-



science center trip(:


PEISI;YANYI;SHUYI :D :D


* for those who make the trouble to tag me, i really thank you guys.
i know i'm kinda annoying, when i keep saying all those stuff.
to so called 'attract attention' from everyone that read my blog.
but well, i'm trying not to think so much alr(:

alrights i think my blog sucks [my person sucks as well]
thats why, no one even bother to tag me.
not a single person give me feedback about my previous blogskin.
or maybe, i'm being hate by the world :(
& yup,i'm thinking not to put tagboard in my blog.
i even wanted to close this blog.
i still want to blog though.
perhaps a private one.
but let me consider first.
there's simply no one reading my bloggg
i know my life is boring & i have a sad sad life
okay enough of the grumble.
i realise i've been complaining a lot these days.
people around me is getting annoyed sooner or later.
i hope i can change to the better asap(:




then then then!
an important announcement.
i'm pregnant? lollol!
of course not. [i'm a good girl =x]
i wanna say.
ALL BENDEMEERIANS, pls come & support the F&N student on monday :]
we're having four stalls in the canteen during both recesses,
selling different food & drink.
want to know what food we'll be selling?
come and buy, then you'll know :D

HELL! yippe :D
my house have been welcoming so many 'guest' man!
tomorrow both my cousin coming. so shiok :D
then on 21th my another mother's side cousin coming to stay for like 2 days?
heeh, so happy la.
fyi, both my cousin are handsomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :]

OHYES(:
i've finally changed my blogskin.
after so long, yeah? :)
but i'm not sure if its a nice one.
can you guys pls give me some comment?
i desperately need some positive or negative feedback.
so pls tell me what you think (:

& yup, i'm so happy :D
i have prove to myself that i can 'think out of the box'.
why? bcus my sister and i was breaking our head to think of a answer to the qns of our brother's homework.
foryourinfo, my sister's maths is way better than me.
while my maths totally sucks.
but! today, i got the question's answer myself without the help of my sister :D :D
and so i was teaching my brother how to deal with this kind of qns.
hahahha, i'm so lame i know >.<

well we, F&N student, have prepared food today during lesson.
it was fun of course,comparing to others
they're sitting in the classroom while we can cook.
nicenice (:
we took a few picture tgt with the india student.
i'll post it when i got it :]

YANYI HATES HERSELF.

alright i'm rushing my F&N coursework nowwww.
& i feel so helpless.
so called first time doing the O's format's coursework lollol
so i'm still unfamiliar with everything :(
fortunately we've our teacher to help us along.

yup, today's the first 3E3 games day.
we're having fun playing captain's ball :D
though i haven't been touching the ball for like thrice.
but its still fun fun fun! :]
and friends are laughing at me all the way.
also saying that i'm a model standing there.
not because i wanted to stand there like a statue.
there's no one even want to pass to me, hell.
well forget it. since i'm having a great time with 'em

& yes, CCA today.
new AVA members came.
we've got 9 of 'em, but only 5 turn up.
they're not supposed to turn up today anyway. heeh.
i guess they're suppose to come the next week.
but since, they like AVA so much that they want to come earlier.
we'll teach them stuff.
many many stuff.
they've learn a lot today right? (:
i hope they're
seriously i think this year's batch improved.
they're not as shy, like us[last time] xD
they're more sociable, more enthusiastics toward everything [one even say cleaning OHP is fun! -.-] & the girl's are not as quiet as before ;D
thats a great thing to know.
i hope my CCA to have lively members [of course i'll try to be more friendly and talk more often ] ^^v
okay, enough of talking.
everything goes smoothly :)

okay this will be a short post.
cus i'm going out to make ez-link alr (:
[after so damn long]
& i wanna say.
'' I DESPERATELY NEED A NEW BLOGSKIN''
but i guess i'm not changing anytime soon.
i've been searching for blogskin for a few days.
all are small.
& i've get use to the big fonts blogskin.
so which kindsoul can help me create one ;(
come to think, i have been blogging for like almost 1 year 3 months.
i didn't know i can continue blogging for sucha long time.
i always thought i'll blog for like a few months.
after eveyrthing gets boring, then its time for me to close the blog.
who know? its alr 1 year plus.
seriously i think its a rather short time.
i hope my blog to survive for 4 year at least.
by then, i'll be out of poly & working (:

ohdear, i'm writing too much for a 'short post', yeah? >.<

'' 我有个朋友(!!!)他怕的东西很奇怪咧 >.<
有一句话说的好,
一朝被蛇咬 十年怕草绳.
我朋友没被蛇咬 但是他怕草绳.
别想为什么!
他就是怕, 没错!
他从小到大也没有参加过拔河比赛'' :] hee..

alright you may not understand what the joke i'm trying to make.
whereas this remind me of the tug-of-war game i used to play in m'sia, when i was in kindergarden.
you know, kindergarden always have many fun program, just like the FunFair that we usually have in Secondary school.
& one of my favourite games is tug-of-war game.
our hand will be painful though, after giving out all our energy to pull the rope.
its still as fun to me ;D
i miss my m'sia friends :(
they've alr forgotton me long ago, i guess.
since i've leave malaysia when i'm 9 year-old.
anyhow guess what? my sister's friend in m'sia actually try to find her/contact her.
[i knew because they ask for her no. when they saw each other in one of the shopping mall in m'sia. so they're contacting each other recently. thats so great la]
her friend still remember her, whereas me? :(
none of my friend even really care about my feelings.



-revision, homework, practice is all i have to do during weekends.
i don't even have the time for some shopping session, for my CNY clothes man.

ohdear, so cute right? hahahah

hell, he look so handsome,charming,cool, lovely and the list go on... :D :D

UPDATED ;D
like finally, all the while was homework-time.
school was extremely busy since the term started :(
all my time after school was spent doing e'maths& a'maths.
my homework is always maths maths maths man! either e'maths or a'maths.
roar, & seriously i know i must buckup for both of my e/a'maths.
i'm weak so practise is needed :]
we have homework every single day, without fail. [not one/two. is more than 2, at least]
yup yup yup, thats the reason why i seldom blog nowadays.
moreover, all my after school's and weekend's is so called full.
this saturday and next is out to accompany india student who is coming to Bendemeer Secondary on the 12th,i guess lollol
no free time.hell, i need timeeeeee.
how i wish there're 30 hours a day.

alright, i shall start doing my F&N coursework research alr.
no extra time for computer D:

AN UGLY DUCKLING WILL ALWAYS BE AN UGLY DUCKLING,
NOTHING CAN CHANGE THE FACT.
THERE WILL NOT BE A DAY WHEN SHE EVER TURN ,A LIL, PRETTIER.
IF ONLY THE DAY ARRIVE, & PEOPLE THINK THAT SHE'VE GROWN A LIL LIL PRETTIER SUDDENLY. THAT IS ONLY AN ILLUSION :(

我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
但想象是 一种快乐.

Secondary One Orientation.
& yup, i went because i have PA duty.
well today is my first time,being the stage Right's IC.
i'm afraid, of course.
and i've made loads of mistake in the process.
though not any technical problem, but some communication problem between control room and backstage
still i'm glad that everything go smoothly, without any mic's problem.
its a good experience for me :]

luckily my stomachache is cured after going to the toilet twice before we start setting up for the event.
or else i gonna suffer during the few hours.
& someone is late (!!!). hell, when we're supposed to report at 7.30am in order to have sufficient time for setup and mic testing, thenthenthen! he's happily sleeping in his comfy bed! wth.
but nevermind, since the event goes smoothly with his help too (:
so we shall forgive him, hahahha.

sushi sushi meal today.
& so i went for a sushi lunch with Yanjing, Yuting and Shuling.
they're humorous and i had a great time with them, laughing all the way.
okay then let me continue.
when we reach Sakae Sushi at marine square.
the momont we went in, sit & straight, we order 10 plus nearly 20 plates of different type of food.
honestly speaking, the fried food plus mayonaise and sushi is darn nice!
but as we're hungry [we never eat during recess, i guess] we quickly eat everything that reaches our table.
as a result, a moment of hunger, then suddenly stuff so many food into our stomach, causes us to be bloated not long after.
by right, 4 of us. we should ate at least 32 plates so we won't waste the 16bucks.
anyhow, we're not able to make it when there're last few plates left.
everyone of us is struggling.
as thought eating is a horrible thing.

you can see that we're all bloated until everyone have to lie on each other lol
vivo then is our next station&so they're tired that they fall asleep.while me and yuting was laughing at their funny sleeping face.



on the way to vivo, i did some stupid stuff.
of course they laugh till like mad.hahahhaha
love them loads la! ;D

its only the second day of school and i can feel the stress alr ;(
so many homework due or rather, need to be done
A-maths, E-maths, maths holiday homework and English homework etc.
wow, this is amazing man. only the second day and we need to do so many homework.

well tomorrow is a nightmare.
why? simply because we've P.E
meaning there'll be height & weight taking session.
moreover, i've eaten so much today.
tomorrow is sure a horrible day.
with a early morning attire check [report to ms A -.- ]
then 'no gain of height but gain of weight' i guess T.T
i gonna die man

time really really flies.
school reopens in the 2nd Jan's morning & now? school today have already ended.
well i love my sitting position nowww man! ;D
it was great.
i can't sit with all my friends though, only Shuyi [beside me =D =D ]
but anyway, school today is not as bad as i think :)
have loads of subject &i know that i really have to wakeup alr!
especially A-maths' teacher's talking, so serious
i guess i have to pull up my socks so as to do well this year and get promoted to Secondary 4
meaning i will pay 101% of attention in class so i won't lag behind everyone.
although stress is present but its nice experience-ing those new subject.
anyhow, its still a little sian.
when you think of 2.15pm [which is our release time]
so darn late la!
nevermind, since i have a nice sitting position, its enough :]

hell my post today is kind of contradictory >.<
if you guys don't understand what i'm saying.
then stop reading.hahaha