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.oh finally today is 30th Nov
its like wow, tomorrow will be Dec :DD
& 1 Dec is luozhixiang's concert.
i can't imagine.
time pass quite fast during Nov and tomorrow will be his concert alr :)
although i didn't have a chance to go for his concert.
but well i still hope everything will go smoothly ;p

1. do the following without complains.
2. choose 5people t do this quiz after you've done yours.
3. tag the chosen one.
4. start your post with "i've been tagged"

i've been tagged by, yuting :)

Favourites.
colours: pink, white
food: any food with chocolate/cheese is nice :D
movie: enchanted and many many more.
sport: i can't think of any XP
day: er, not very sure
season: winter i guess.ilovesnow [;
ice cream: chocolate, yummy heehee
current mood: great(: after watching daxiaoaichi on Youtube
clothes: elegant&nice
time: when i eat chocolate :x
surrounding: ive no idea
annoyances: when people kept lying to you.i super duper extraordinary hate liars. they sucks totally.

Firsts.
bestfriend: 'hou xiao min' [she was my bestfriend in malaysia's primary school. but we've lost contact&i guess she totally forget that i still exist] :(
crush: something 'jun' one [he was damn handsome& he sit just beside me! :D just nice, when i was about to come to singapore. he left the school to another part of malaysia to study.so we left like tgt!! lollol]
movie: harry potter
music: --

Lasts.
drink: mylove, milk ^^
car ride: my dad's car
crush: haha, luozhixiang
phone call: peisi
cd played: wu suo bu zai [bai gei ni]
gone out with good friends: like a few days ago :(
broken a law: er, i don't think ive ever steal a single thing :)
been arrested: lol, i didn't even break a law.
been on tv: no
kissed someone you dont know: no of course. who will? lol

5 things that I'm good at:
1. eating? when i really want to eat & not on a diet mood. haha
2. gossiping
3. sit and do nothing.
4. smiling, lol!
5. errr

People to tag.

1. huiyim
2. joey
3. siewping
4. seri
5. szepei

会唱情歌的人 不一定懂得如何去爱
我们都会唱情歌 但我们都无法把爱说出口




.mylove.




A very happy birthday to you :D

whooo [萧敬腾] is sosososososo lovely :D
i'm so in love with him nowwwwww lol
alright maybe he's REALLY a quiet person in '访间' XD
but he still like wow(!!!) to me, heehee
101marks for him :DDD
how many 20.year.old singer can be so cute? you tell me.
& he's not only cute,
+ shy with charming :D,
ultra sweet,
ultra caring,
super talented,
extraordinary MAN [in order to be a man, you must be man lol! , its essential :) ],
can play piano guitar and all sort of musical instrument [i will be so fascinated by guys who know how to play musical inst. ]
& like ive said. sososo charming! his eye is like always 'zeeeezeeeezeee' then oh, you'll fall in love with him XP!
okay, i'm so crazy over him now.
its because i just finish watching 'daxiaoaichi' on Youtube.
his singing is superb i can gurantee.
sometimes, quiet guy can be very good too (:
& quiet guys are usually the one who will be the sweetest(or caring?), especially toward girlfriends,yah? :P
quiet and shy guys are love now! (X
unlike other guys who's good in talking.
SOME not even a gentleman -.-
( i really mean some okay) lollol

:( boredom is killing me.
& now i'm having wild thinking :p
i want to meet up with my love from macpherson D:
it'll will be great to be with them, yah?
i miss them so much [especially all the lovely girl and boys from 6-2] :D
hopefully one day during December we can meetup? (:

ohwell, i went to malaysia yesterday
it was a suddenly decision by my parent.
they wanted to go there for a dinner or something like that?
then it was a round of shopping,
too bad i'm not feeling very well.
i was having stomachache&feeling a little giddy as i have some headache too
and my eye are almost closing D:
all the sickness just continue.
until now, i'm still having headache&stomachache lol


& watch 'enchanted' today :D
it was quite a nice movie, i can say.
i especially love the princess.
she's god damn pretty ;)
but the ending was not to my expectation.
i thought it will be very very touching.
but well, its not lol
overall its still worth watching

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alright smile :D
ive been stuck at home,
doing nothing but to watch certain movie in order to kill time.
&now everyone says ;christmas is coming.
well its like still so far away -.-
today is only the 24th and there's still more than one month to go before christmas >;x
but i'm looking forward to 25th next month xp
know why? not because i love christmas.
it simply because 25.12.2007 means 2008 is coming
and! this means school is going to re-open soon, yah? :)
i'm so sick of holiday

i wanted to watch 'Bee Movie' [not English Version, but Chinese ones]
i can only understand Chinese Version's :x
& i want to watch 'Awake' which i don't know if Singapore will be showing :(
its a nice movie i bet.

i'm full of sickness now D:
Early in the morning, ive got stomachache
it continues, soon i got headache.
so painful that i have to lie on my bed [even though i want to use computer :( ]
and now, i think i'm having fever.
i just taken my temperature.
i saw 37.5
the Panadol i ate this morning is useless man.

seriously i do not know what really happens.

三只小猪 :)

nice song :D
Do play it, you'll not regret

罗志祥真的很努力的帮助罗志祥 :)


& yes, its something to celebrate :D
ive finally bought my love,luozhixiang's album [Show your dance]
plus his book [Show on stage]
althought it total up, cost me like 41.93 bucks.
its all worth, yah?
its love man!
ive got so many of his photo from his book :DD

helllllll
ive just receive my hospital bill.
& guess what?
it cost like almost 6,000bucks :(
remember i once post about a doctor who's sick and i had to go to the hospital again?
yah, that one day stay in the hospital cost me around 528.50bucks.
luckily there's 'Government Grant' & i only had to pay 102, cash [no medisave for this]
then the real operation day[two day in total] cost me 4769.75bucks
and my dad had to pay 905.55bucks by medisave :(
fcuking expensive can,
stay in the hotel is much more cheaper than in KKH -.-

i'm so sorry for all the lies :(

i'm so so so sad :(
why everything oppose me suddenly?
& all 'physical' changes become worst.
i so sad when i know i'm changing from bad to worst.
somehow it causes my mood to become like so ____ D:

i swear i'm not going to eat tidbit anymore, grrr
fats fats go away D:
why did all the fats love to 'go' into my face?
& my face will be like boom!
seriously i'll be on diet from tomorrow onwards.
fats+ugly hair=ugly person >;(
roar roar roar!

wthwthwth
my long hair is gone :(
i only have short & ewwwww hair now, tsk!

FOOD FOOD FOODDDDDDDDDDDDD
ohmygod, i desperately need the world's delicious food :(
& yesterday, i can only stared at the food my family members had.
they went out for dinner and that was a total disaster!
i can only swallow my tasteless saliva while they're enjoying their food.
i'm like half dead there,
i can't even have some 'normal' food like wanton mee, you see?
simply because wanton mee contains dark soy sauce which will somehow darken my scar if i ate.
so yah, no wanton mee
no chicken rice (as rice is too hard for my throat to swallow ) D:
no sotong
no stingray
no tomyam noodle
no char kway teow
no satay (except for pork's?)
not even Curry Puff, sobsob :(
so the final conclusion is, porridge (!!!) is the only edible food there which i can eat.
& i'm so sick of porridge.
i already have porridge in the hospital for like 3 days.
then at home, without fail my lunch and dinner will be porridge.
if you were me, you surely will be so damn sick of porridge.
so i decided not to eat for my dinner, not even a bowl of porridge.
they enjoy their food and i can only stare at them :(
frankly speaking, the nurse ask me to eat soft food at home.
if i eat too hard food like rice, i gonna vomit.
but no one can really eat porridge for like the whole one month or even two month right?
so i ate some not very soft food like hotdog ( i didn't know if this is a soft food)

alright after i secretly ate some notttt so soft food.
i'm very guilty & worried about my wound now.
when the doctor take off the white colour thingy few days ago,
i realise there's still a lump inside.
whenever i swallow, deep down my throat, there'll be a thing stuck there.
or is it only something that everyone have?
i don't know.
i can even see the 'new' lump.
its right in the middle of my wound.
maybe i'm thinking way too much.
well i shall wait and see how it goes
& on the 28th (my last appointment if everything is okay)i'll tell my doctor about it.
then if he also think this is not very normal, who knows
i may be having another operation again.
or perhaps that's just something that everyone will have after operation.

well, taken back our so called result this afternoon.
& yah, sadly its 3E3 for the most of us(including me of course!) :D
although we can't get into e2, but its alright.
since most of the 2e3ians is in 3e3 next year! :DDD
as long as i'm with my dearest friends, i don't mind going into 3e3 :)
but you know, nothing is perfect.
i still got that few % of dislike, to be in 3e3 because of certain people.
yah, THAT FEW. Er, like 3 of them? kind of ew :(
but lets forget it, since i'm with all my friends :p

the subject i will be taking : Elective Geography,
A-maths (ohmygod! ) and F&N
i guess i'll not be able to cope with A-MATHS.
thats the reason why i put POA as my first choice.
but well, because of certain reason.
POA is not available for everyone :(
so i was chose to take A-MATHS since its my third choice.


so yah, KKH's appointment today.
went back to the hospital & take off the white colour thingy.
and finally my neck is 'naked' nowwwww. Heee xp
it look like this now,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR PEISI! :D


& tomorrow we'll be taking our 'result' of subject/class
hope majority of us can go into the same class, yah e3ians? :DD
god bless us ^^




play it! :)

THIS IS SO GOD DAMN GORGEOUS&CUTE! :D







& its so sad that i can't go out with peisi & all
all because of my mom! roar!
she ask me to stay at home to rest :(
like wtf right?!
i'm already fine and can take care of myself outside.
still she don't let me go out :(

the wound make this photo look even uglier >;[

Ive caught a flu now :(
& that stupid flu.
roar! >;(
as you know, flu=sneeze.
but i simply can't take it when the sneeze come!
because my wound will like, stretch & of course it'll hurt like hell
its so god damn unfortunate to have flu at this point of time.
grr, it make me feel so sick.
& so, ive spent my days sleeping -.-
luckily i only eat two meals a day.
and the meals are all like, damn plain ones.
or else i gonna gain a few kg(instead of losing weight)

DDDDD:
I WANT EAT FRENCH FRIES, PIZZA & ALL THE FRIED FOOD! :(
they look so delicious in front of me, yet i can't eat any
argh, tell you.
when i'm fully recover, i gonna stuff myself with all the fried food.
till then PizzaHut will be my breakfast,
Macdonald for my lunch & western food for dinner!
haha, i'm exaggerating.
no lah, no matter what, i still have to watch my diet :D
i will never let myself gain a 0.001 kg. hee

I MISS STAYING IN HOSPITAL :(
seriously hospital is way more comfortable
& i had a hard time sleeping last night.
with a super uncomfortable pillow.
and that make my wound hurt so much D:

my head is like, almost going to drop off now.
its so tiring sitting up, facing the screen.
i do not know what's the right position to sit so my wound won't feel so pain.
i'm so afraid that if i continue sitting in front of the computer,
my wound will just split open anytime :(

yipee!
i'm back :D
& it really feel great after having a shower!
i say so, its rather obvious that i didn't get a chance to shower in the hospital.
i'm so afraid that the water might go into my wound,
till then i'll be like 'roar! so f'ing painful!'
so no showering for like full three days.
i feel so dirty myself :(
the moment i reach home, i quickly get ready my towel.
and off i go for my shower! :D

but its so fun staying in the hospital.
although the painfulness nearly kill me lah :p
at there, i get to know a few friendly nurses and they're really nice people!
we have a talk, so we're kind of friend alr, yah? hee
especially that male nurse.
he's really a friendly, talkative & kind nurse i've ever seen!
just today, he talk me and my lovely boy.
& we had a fun time chatting with him!!!
i bet he enjoy talking to us too! :D
after all, staying in hospital is not really that boring.

MY THROAT HURT A LOT NOW :(
i think i better go get some sleep first.
or else i gonna die tomorrow because of the pain :(


hole hole hole, i'm now full of holes.
my hands my neck.ohmygod.
why must i suffer from all these :(
stupid operation make me so painful!