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My lovely! :P
Wednesday, April 29, 2009|9:27 PM

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I return.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

xoxo

Sunday, April 26, 2009|12:04 PM
all dressed in white,

My great-uncle had gone to a place so far far away, last night:(

I actually have a lot to say ystd, but now i don't know how am i going to describe everything in words anymore. He's met with an accident last night, by a careless female driver. Tsk. He really shoudn't have died:( he's quite old, but he always look energetic to me and not any part of him show that he's probably in his 70's.
Though we ain't very close(cuz he stay at Simpang Rengam), but i really miss him now. I can't believe last year QingMing festival will be the last time i'm seeing him. He's always so cheerful and passionate towards everything, & whenever we see him/ talk to him, he'll start telling us everything about History. Once, when i was still young and still staying in Malaysia, i love to see him. As he's my grandpa's brother, he'll often drive like a few hours from SR to KT to visit my grandpa. ''很像阿公的叔公来了!'' is what i always shout to my grandma when he arrived, bcuz he seriously resemble my grandpa a lot a lot. Like totally photocopy one eh. Then i'll run to the gate to open the gate for him so that he can drive the car into the house. Everytime he and his family come, i'll be very happy, cuz the house will be filled with people and the house will have a lot cars, probably 5 at the side or outside the house.
But everything is so different now, their family have lesser people. Two passed away last year, and now my great-uncle has met with an accident and died.
I'm sorry uncle, i really hope i can go back m'sia to attend your funeral, but i have a lot to do this few days. If not for my Midyear, i'd go back with my dad now:( :(

Now my only wish is to see my grandparents and everyone to live well. I swear i can die if anything happen to my grandparents. And i hope my cousins will stop 'hating' my grandpa, he's done nothing wrong to deserve all of you's bad comment about him. When i'm young, in order to let my cousin like me, i talk bad with them about my grandpa. Who always dotes on me a lot, though he sometimes beat me. But since a few years ago, i hate to hear my cousins(sometimes even my aunt) scolding him behind his back. I will be angry, but i'll just keep quite and listen. I can't say anything cuz they'll start saying ''you like grandpa because he dotes on you the most what''. No, everyone knows that he once use canes to beat me until i'm bruise, bleed and urinated on my pants. Not anyone of them knew how painful is this experience i have. Even he did this, i didn't hate him. But my cousins, until now, are still hating him, i wonder why. Sometimes we go back msia, we'll sit down chitchatting, soon they'll talk about how bad my grandpa is n start scolding him. I feel so unfair for grandpa. Yes, he maybe be a little too violent, fierce, selfish, unreasonable and not caring at times. But i hope they know and understand that this is his character and no one's perfect, not even themselves. I truly believe he does everything with a reason & he do have a nice side of him. I remember, there was once he fed me food. ONCE. At that moment i feel the warmth he gave to me, because i have never seen him feeding anyone ever since i'm born. And yes, he fed me. Though i was shivering when he's feeding me(i'm always scare of him when im young), after that i reflected and thought he can be nice if you behave yourself. He's really a nice grandpa in my heart, i seriously hope cousins will start to like him and reflect on themselves(they're rude to always scold grandpa), and cherish grandpa while he's still alive.



And no one is safe from their fate
luvyou, uncle.
(pardon my lousy English grammar and wordy post)



Please get well real soon k:)




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Friday, April 24, 2009|7:40 PM
and it fell out of her hand

A week has past, again.
10 days to midyear. And just awhile ago i was mugging hard, but soon i fall asleep):

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Ah, my cheeks is turning pinkish again. Tsk):


get well soon piggy, and please wear a shirt when you're at home okay. HAHA! :P

xoxo

Thursday, April 23, 2009|5:43 PM
perfect cut,

Cute hur, yea i know:D





i miss watching perfect cut 2 at night); how i wish there's part 3, or a repeat so can i watch all over again.

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Wednesday, April 22, 2009|10:58 PM
imperfections

Belly button infection:,((weird hur), causing my tummy to hurt quite a lot ); i hope it can heal faster so my tummy can feel better.

& oh, i saw a dead body(though covered up) when i'm about to take lift up, home. After opening the letter box, i saw two man carrying the don't-know-what-it called. At first look, i thought someone's injured. Who knows i saw little bit of the dead body's hand and the whole feet. PALE. I'm shock, but still managed to move a few steps back. Then i'm so scare that i decided to climb up the stairs. Fyi, i stay at 9th floor lol. And it has been ages since i last climb stairs home, so i was panting when i reached home. HAHA. Scary and swey seeing dead people. Tsk tsk

I'm charging my MP3 now, so take this time to blog a little.


At the end of the day, it is whether or not youre perfect for each other.

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Monday, April 20, 2009|8:27 PM
i was counting on forever, now ill never know

Though Midyear is still weeks away (14 days, to be exact), but i'm already planning what i gonna do after Midyear. :D I look forward for Midyear to end.. cuz i'll be away to M'sia!:) Mum want to visit grandparents, and i definitely will persuade her to let me stay there for a few days, so i can relax a little over there and temporarily get away from studies. If i don't take a break and continue studying in this stressful Singapore, i can die. But when i'm back from M'sia, i'll have to chiong already):


Update since i'm checking Vocab words, online. & gonna stop using computer now or else mum's gonna nag again.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009|7:39 PM
maybe its time




xoxo

Saturday, April 18, 2009|9:42 PM
history's not gonna repeat itself again, i swear.

CIP - collect recycled items door-to-door>lunched>home>sleep>tv>revision.

xoxo

Friday, April 17, 2009|6:35 PM
human nature hur,

Yoga's luv :DD
so sweetNcute in the mv, hee.



xoxo

|2:53 PM
promises are(always)meant to be broken

Time pass fast in school today, which is.. a great thing!:)
probably due to the chiobu-s N hot guys(which make Evelyn drool all over him.) from OFS, oversea family school. Thats why before i even realise, its already 12.30PM. Hehe:D

Ulcer hurts >;( !

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Thursday, April 16, 2009|6:17 PM
除了你我一无所有

(the post is post firstly, at wordpress)

Oh, just when i have the urge to update, blogger is currently unavailable >:( it says ‘about 10 minutes for maintenance.’ but hey, 10minutes is up NOW. (maintenance is done, finally)

whatever it is, i guess i’ll just have to update here first, and update the exact post(word by word) in show-queen.bs, haha ;)


For once, i imagine. And the warmth feels good.


I know how hard you try
but I’d rather hurt you, honestly.
than mislead you with a lie


xoxo

Wednesday, April 15, 2009|8:40 PM
his strength is to make me stronger

I've decided that...i'll update at Wordpress only after my O's. when my new life starts:) So as i've mentioned in my previous post, napfa today and i knew i did it badly. Nil(x) will surely be seen in my report book this year): but nevermind, i was never good in fitness test(not even for once), hah!

insomnia, tsk i hate it!):

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009|7:54 PM
maybe some other time,

napfa test tmrw, and my leg still hurts now): i wonder why is there a hole at my foot. small yet painful, aww. & scary old-tune whistle, and moving-things-sound last night :s

Ohyea, i've create a blog at wordpress. Will update the url when i'm done with the skin:) Cuz blogger's skin is so boring. I'm still thinking if i should change to WP. (showqueeen.wordpress.com)

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Sunday, April 12, 2009|5:07 PM
can we go back to the past, please

If you like me, you like me. If you don't, you don't


12April, happy 43th birthday, mum:)
Mum's birthday, and we specially bought a cake for her. And yknow, she don't even know today is her own birthday! After her work, she go shit. Lol. But we already light the candle, so we lie to her that someone is at the door, no choice, she came out of the toilet. End up, we sang her birthday song n she's very surprised to see cake luh! Haha



luv:)
skipped my face, mum's the queen! hahah


Whoo, he looks great in the magazine:P



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Willy Quek.
know why i ask you too see my blog these few days already, Willy!:D



tired of telling you, please, reflect on yourself k.

xoxo

Friday, April 10, 2009|10:31 PM
i'll turn back time,


Kallang Leisure Park, Bowling.

And it seriously remind me of the time i work there, for Megcorp. I have the best holiday working together with Szepei, Ashraf, and Saiful. It remind me of the time when i took bus 11 with Szepei in the morning, to klp. Work's so slack that we have the whole day's time to chit-chat, play and joke. I miss all of them(except for Ashraf, cuz i still see his sick face everydayy! Lol).

June'08

I miss saiful:( i haven't seen him for the longest time ever.

remember this tiger baby boy,

Anyw, bowling at klp was great. After bowling, was ThaiExpress for lunch @ Iluma, bugis. Nice Tomyum soup they served:D














Mum's birthday is on the 12th. Should get her a nice cake:D yay i love to eat cake, hee.

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Thursday, April 9, 2009|11:35 PM
standing strong (;

And oh, i skipped tuition today. The moment i reached home, i'm so tired that i just lie on my bed immediately and start to take my 'nap' :DD
Thursday night have really nice entertainment tv program

Goodfriday will be out with sweethearts+classmates, hopefully we'll have hell lotsa fun yea!Hee:P


Youre the best, and yes, i do regret.

xoxo

Wednesday, April 8, 2009|10:23 PM
i'm finding them back,

Brother, i'm not scolding you...






-to be continue-




Anyw, Happy 18th birthday sister!:D

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009|8:45 PM
heartache

MDIS, flimming's cool:)

''drop dead straightforward'' HAHA

the feeling's back, i hope i'm not falling for it again.

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Monday, April 6, 2009|7:07 PM
how sweet of you;)

1. I know you want to cry, but don't forget to eat something, so you'll have the energy to cry.
2. Its a bless, loving you.
3. Love and memory are the same, you lose and find them back.
4. At the last second, you want to hold her tight and not lose her.



:D
:P



My brother has huge appetite! Ohgosh
He went out with dad, youngest brother and sister for supper at Mcdonald last night. Guess how much he've ate, he's still(!!) hungry after eating one fish fillet burger, 3 mcwings, 2 nuggets and one cup of milo. N sometimes, he can easily finish 2 kfc cheese fries all by himself. If we try to snatch some of his, he'll be staring at us already. I swear i was totally shocked to see him eating so much, yet still so skinnyyyyy. God's unfair):

xoxo

Sunday, April 5, 2009|10:26 PM
你救不了我,我挽回不了你

Monday- school, movie, lunch with sweethearts:D

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Saturday, April 4, 2009|11:57 PM
i may have failed you,

Happy 18th birthday, sister, in advance:DD

Nice cake, nice friends of hers:)



tsk, stupid face lol



^_^







Happy 16th birthday, Vanessa:)

xoxo

Friday, April 3, 2009|10:29 PM
If i could be the one you luv

Missing grandparents):

So when is the last time i really went back Malaysia to stay overnight and spend time with my grandparents? I can't really recall. I feel guilty for not visiting them often, i bet they're sad that we seldom go back. I miss them, i think they do miss us too. But, when will i have the free time to go back. I seriously hope i can spent a few days time with them asap. & i swear, after Os i gonna stay there for a period of time:D I miss seeing grandma smile, miss hugging her, and miss relaxing and have a great time in Malaysia. No stress, totally. No hectic life, moreover can go Waterfall/Desaru whenever we want, wow):

Pixon/Cookie, Stage jacket and itouch/Zen x-fi. I hope to get all the 3 by end of this year, so i guess i need almost 1k for all these. Hehe, well i'll work hard saving. :P After all, i don't think its a good idea if i use my parents money to get the stuff i want, i like to use my own money to buy my own stuff, better:) :) can't waste their hard-earn money.







Ironic hur.

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Thursday, April 2, 2009|10:24 PM
I believe it'll soon be over

Have fun laughing at all the lame jokes that kkl and yh's(from gay club) said. Gdgd! Their jokes are hilarious, really.

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009|5:21 PM
Heartfelt wishes

1) I touched VincentLow's butt. Wow sexy ah!:D
2) Stupid, Oreo cookies with toothpaste inside the cream, tsktsk yucks! Indeed a APRIL FOOL eh:P
3) Lucy wang luo si, pussy. Omg, hahahha! Nice name, yea?:DDD!

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