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My lovely! :P

Monday, August 20, 2007|1:22 AM

ISOINLOVEWITHTHISVIDEO!
the old grandpa crying seriously make my heart sank!!! :(
i feel so sad for him ]]:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

alright, i can totally accept lesbian now :x
haha, know why i can suddenly change my thinking?
cus im like so attracted to a tomboyish girl yesterday!
okay, i can deny that she's soooo handsome-althought she's a girl!
& she's cool man! :p
rest assured, i won't go into a relationship with a girl [:
she's working in a singtel shop, and we went to the shop to purchase phone for my brother and sister.
& i kept looking at her la!
its so true lor~
she sits there quietly without any face expression :(
BUT ITS SO MAN&COOL LA!
at that point of time,
my inner voice was telling me,
"wha! luckily im not in a girl school sia! or else i gonna be a lesbian!!! "
so i hope i will be a normal girl, dating with a real 'man' :DDDDDDDD
haha, alright? :)
i can't believe i will actually attracted to a tomboy you know?!!
i always thought i will only attracted to guys xp
nehmind, nehmind.
what's over is over =]
i don't think i will ever see such a handsome girl anymore lol
well, i think i shall stop my disguisting words about a girl or rather, a boy?

school was fine today.
i got the prize winner thingy.
guess what's inside the folder?
its only a certificate&a five-dollar popular voucher!
five-dollar -.-
okay. i find a conversation damn funny while i was on my way back to class after the prize giving.

A GUY : you think there's voucher inside or only certificate?
A GROUP OF GIRL : got voucher la~(when she haven't open the folder yet)
cus last time we take, inside got 20dollars voucher.
THE GUY : 20? no lor. i think only got 15
GIRLS : no la, sure is 20 de

while i was walking, i was like -.-
then when i tear open the folder, haha, i saw only 5dollar voucher.
lol, i think they must be feeling very disappointed?
they expect 15/20dollar, when its only 5 -.-

so yeah, talking about today's lesson.
there's something happen.
which gave me a big big big shock!
my hand even turn cold!
our teacher actually fell down when she's about to sit on the chair!
the chair look perfectly well! when its already spoilt.
& some irritating people went to 'FIX' it as if its not spoilt.
who know, our teacher happens to sit on it.
so she drop to the floor with a 'ahhhh!'
this shock me totally man!
she was so angry, cus she thought we plan it to play a trick on her.
BUT WE REALLY DIDN'T LOR!

SZEPEI : you can go to photobucket, upload your photo&paste it under your profile column ;)
PEISI : haha, yeah. what who's baby? you mean the dream? lol

Everyone has a secret deep inside their heart.
It may be a one-sided affair you’ve developed you first know that person. That someone whom you liked the very first moment you saw him/her.

You began to look forward to see the one you secretly admire.
Is he happy today? Is she prettier than yesterday?

Then you asked yourself,
“When are you going to let the person know your feelings?”

You paused and hesitated because you don’t know how that person will react when you confess. You didn’t have the confidence that you will be loved as much.

Will it spur the end of a beautiful friendship?
That person might not talk to you again.
Something you cherish and meant a lot to you.

You secretly looked at the person again.
You decided not to let him/her know about your feelings.
You decide to keep in all within yourself.
Nobody other than you will know of this tiny secret.

You literally tore open your heart and dug deep, very deep.
To find a place deep inside your heart and keep this secret forever.
Safely locked till eternity.

Then you realized that person too have someone in mind.
You felt hurt when that person came for your advice because you were his/her best opposite sex friend.

You realized that the most hurtful in the world is to help that person you secretly loved to chase after someone he/she likes.

Every time you see the both of them together, you will feel as if the whole is currently crushing on you.

You even cried in the night, when you are all alone and there’s no one there to comfort you.

You tried to hide yourself from that person because you are afraid that one day you might just cry in front of him/her.

The saddest part comes when you finally learned that both of them are together. You have to act as if nothing happened as the both of them behaving sweetly in front of you.

All the tears dried, your heart broken and slowly healed.

And finally you tell yourself in the mist of pain and heartache,
“What will happen if you had confessed? Will the two of you be together?”

This is Love, Secretly and Sadly.

xoxo