A GREAT DAY OUT AT TPY!
ohmygod ohmygod.
i'm so glad, you guys know why?
that simply because i get to see my lovely idol, sugianto.
how nice!! haha
although he might be a little dao,
but still, he look so darn gorgeous!
i'll still support him no matter what :D
anyway, just for your infomation.
we're(Suyi, Shuyi and me ) film on teevee, for the 创业无敌手4
the first episode will be on the 16 october.
but i don't think thats the episode we'll be in.
perhaps in the third/ fourth episode? i guess
darn! you know why Peisi is not being film?
thats because she run away immediately she saw the host
ROAR!
actually we'd already run away the first time they saw us.
but then because i wanted to see my lovely idol.
we went back.
then bingo! we're on teevee -.-
eyer i surely look terrible.
with my hair all around >:[

so we're given this cute doggy (:


they're advertising for medicure.
which they will be filming again on the 21 october.
on 21st they're going to help us do medicure at only 15 bucks.
we'll be going too! haha
we've promised.
so anyone want to tag along? :pp
and you know what?
i used to hate the Sun Wenhai damn lot
but then after today,
i find him quite a nice person :p
cus he's very friendly :p

after all the embarassement,
Peisi and me went the Kiddy Palace while the both of them went home.
& that damn escalator.
got my phone hurt so much : (

Schooling is stress (!!!) nowadays.
two more days to eoy
& i'm using the computer now!
ohmy, i think i gonna revise right now

but now, just not the right moment.
i suddenly think a loads.
& now. i feel like killing myself.
my life is sucks
i'm left with nothing, but myself.
all alone.
with no one seems care.
& my self-esteem became even lower than before!
i just hate my whole life!
i wish i can just end my life here,
so everyone will have a good impression of me. haha :p
and i think god is treating me unfairly, i wonder why.
perhaps i did something really wrong in my previous life?
i don't know.
but 'Suicide' just come into my mind somehow.
probably i really don't belong to this world, yeah?
oh well, i hope i can struggle through everything.
maybe i'm too stressup.
thats why all kind of rubbish came into my mind.
alright! i shall not continue.
or else i'm not sure what ridiculous thing i will be typing in this blog.
& i'm going to study now!! :D

*everything change& i don't know what can i do



FABIAN : thankyou, good luck for your O's too :D

HELLLLLLLLLO!
i hadn't really blogged for couple of days eh?
oh well
i'd been studying very hard for eoy.
& now, we only have like 5 more days?
Monday's the English paper >:[
but still, i pray that i can do well in eoy.
i didn't want to retain nor drop to Normal stream :(
sigh.i'm hoping that the god is by my side during examination : D
haha, i know i'm thinking a little too much, uh?


alright today was great!
yipeeeeeeee!
i finally escape out of my sitting position.
which is a darn terrified thing!!! lol
& now i'm sitting right at the side of the window.
which is near to the door.
phew, i can enjoy the 'scenary' out of the window once again.
thats why i always love examination period.
not only i can sit near my lovely window ( :D ) everyone can go home early too!
although, we have to struggle for our papers :x

baby i love you

THE ENDING IS STILL THE SAME.

以前我坚决不希望你为我而等待,
你便默默的走开,
如今我受了伤回来,
你会像以前一样深爱着我吗?




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i'll never let you see
the way my broken heart is hurting me
i've got my fride and i know how to hide
all my sorrow and pain
i'll do my crying in the rain
if i wait for stormy skies
you won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
you'll never know that i still love you so
though the heartaches remain
raindrops falling from heaven
could never take away my misery
but since we're not together
i'll wait for storm weather
to hide these tears i hope you'll never see
someday when my crying's done
i'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
i maybe a fool but till then daring
you'll never see me complain

six more days to eoy!
start mugging now before its too late people!! :D




Sigh, remember i'd said i lost my -LovingDanny?
and i went to the library yesterday.
actually intend to pay the fine so i brought along 20 bucks with me.
i thought it will be way enough.
but who knows. 27 bucks is needed for the lost book!
this is so expensive right?
i don't think the -so old book worth that kind of money okay :(
i'd to pay 30 buck in total.
27 for the book plus 3 bucks' fine for all my over due book.
ohmyyyyyyyyyyyy. my mom's gonna nag at me again DD:
but its alright, i think she's earning quite a loads these few days :)
why am i always have to pay fine!!
the last time is the fine in MRT.
now is library!!
roar! roar! roar!

-mugging nowwwwwwwwwww


& yeah! ClassPhoto'07 :pp
present to you the best class of the year!!
All lovely e3ians ^^






GUEST : issit?! if thats the case, why didn't you take up the book &kindly return it to the library?!!!! but are you sure its the book(with pick cover)? cus i didn't left it anywhere near blk 3. i left it at the- you know? outside the school, the place infront/just opposite the basketball court (in school). there's a place with load of bench for us to sit at. i don't see any reason why the book will be there.

Happy Belated birthday SuYi! : DDD
i'm sure you guys have fun this afternoon, yeah?
alright, sorry that i'm being a kind of spoiler?
really sorry :(
hopefully we can have another k-box session together after exam.
can so called celebrate the end of the streaming for everyone of us :p

so errrrrr, tuition today was great!
not great as in there's people who will entertain me,
but i actually learn a loads of maths today.
i finally can do certain chapters that i'm weak in, by myself!!! haha
chapters like statistics, proportion(in school)& perhaps a little of sets?
so i can say that it was great(!!)cus i finally, have gain like 10% of confident in my maths' eoy.
yipee* : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

& I'm so deadbeat at this moment!
just had my shower and if you ask me to lie on bed now.
i bet i can immediately fell into slumber.
today was tiring
just imagine you walked for a long distance the afternoon& for long hours,
then you have to rush back home for tuition at 7.30 when you reach home only at 6.30
and, the moment you step into the tuition class,you have to start to use your brain& hands again.
after writing continuously for like one and a half.
of course, the lesson ended.
so i headed home straight.
& yeah! so i'm here : ]

alright i should stop my crap here.
i must get my beauty sleep now, haha
(sorry if my blog is lack of post nowadays,
was busy having my revision for eoy ) : (

whatthefuck!
why are all the unlucky thing start to happen?
i can't do anything nowwww!
can't read my lovely story book -LovingDanny
because i accidentally lost it somewhere in singapore -.-
anyway, i find the book a little mysterious.
know why?
simple cus, its like.
this moment i was holding the book, next moment it disappear into the thin air.
the worst thing is, we're only sitting on a plain plain chair, not a classroom
the place is only a miserably small place.
there's no reason we lost it.
even if we'd put it on the chair, we'll able to see the book as its bright pink colour.
you see? so where's my book!!!!
roar roar roar~



& now, my computer is against me.
this dumb computer is not letting me sign in my msn/window messenger :(
of course, the internet is being affect.
keep on dc-ing
and the it doesn't want me to log in into my friendster even!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, who the hell can save meee.

HAPPY (1&11 year old) BIRTHDAY ;
HANWEN -27/09/2006
HANXIANG -18/09/1996
:DDDDD
All of us went back to malaysia to celebrate both handsome boy's birthday :p
the two boys is lucky okayyyyy, know why?
cus they have me around with them!! haha *bhb
anyhow, i have a big shock in my life seeing my cousin slim down soooooooo much!
she's god damn slim nowwwwwww
roar, roar, roar!!
i'm so envy okay >:(
her face, arms, legs and waist is like, have been cut away half of it.
of course, with a little help of slimming centre.
not only that, she didn't really eat a lot everyday.
i guess only up to about a normal person's one meal or less than that?
our ONE MEAL=her FULL THREE MEAL per day!
isn't she pro? can tahan for so long, like almost 3 months continuously
& thats what she get!
AN ACCEPTABLE FIGURE!!!! ohmy
come, let me show you her before and after :D

although the 'after' photo didn't really show her slim-ness.
but if i take her full body, you can actually see the obvious change!

well, i gonna complete 'Loving Danny'!
which is soooo great!
after borrowing like, almost one month?
& the due date is on the 21th -.-
so i started reading only like, yesterday (officially, haha!)
the book is interesting!
i can guarantee :p
borrow it and you'll know! :]

I LOVE 2E3!
so yeah, we've planned for the class chalet.
on the 27october! wahahaha!
finally, we've booked the room
& everytime is set!!!!
ohgod! this is terrified man.
i've waited so long to their ; CONFIRM!
but before we think of all the fun after exam& holiday.
we have to do well for our exam- pass with flying colours
or else, no matter how fun the chalet is, no one is going to be really happy.
am i right? :DDDDD













半夜醒来的时候
你离他远走
四方屋里只剩孤寂
变化是香气
你在哪里 诉说委屈
关于他和你
我在这里
一如往昔
说什么都没意义

我和你和他之间的故事　该怎么解释
我爱你你却爱他　他又爱着谁
我和你和他之间的故事　该怎么结束
我痛苦你清楚 他比我幸福
比我幸福

你爱上1个不爱你的他
该不该等待
我爱上1个不爱我的你
算不算悲哀

Stress stress stress!
there are still tonnes of undone homework& revision :(
seriously i need to complete my note-writing for science by wednesday.
or else i gonna run out of time for my other subject like
English, maths, chinese, history(!!!) chinese etc.
anyhow, i know i must finish two essay today
ohwell you must be thinking why today? lol
because i will not be in Singapore on sunday ]:
i've been fully booked for the following weekends.
both this weekend and next weekend's sunday will be out of Singapore.
out for kind of fun like wedding dinner :p
i don't feel like going cus i wanted to study instead.
i feel so guilty when i spent my precious weekends out for fun : ((
but my mom insisted, sobosb
& saturday is book for studying.
so NO SHOPPING & all!!!
alright no more complain and study hard! : DDDDDDDD

ohgosh i shall concentrate on my homework nowwwww!
running out of time!!!
& will be posting on monday with picture for the malaysia trip
: pppppppppp

ohwell it has been days since i last blogged.
i was busy with certain stuff.
revision, homework,teeveeing (:DDD) etc
& i'm not free to post :x
schooling nowadays is a stress!
students will be given the tons of homework
at home, parents will nag at us for using computer instead of studying -.-
i seriously hope this few weeks before examination will flies like arrow.
so we wouldn't have to suffer that long.
i'm so deadbeat that i always fall asleep immediately at night.
after a long hours of studying
as i spent more than half my day facing bookssssssss :(
alright, i shall work extra harder & strive!
this is our last leg.
so we must jiayou jiayou jiayou!
:DDDDDDDDD


and yeah.
earthquake is kind of happening again, isn't it?
basically, i didn't feel anything.
there's like almost 6 times within two days?
amazingly, i felt the 'shaking' only once, ONCE! haha
it continue for few seconds & thats it.






If you are given $86,400 hard cash and the condition is to spend it within a day. How would you spend it?

Would you squander every single dollar on yourself? Making sure that you pamper yourself with the nicest clothes, bags and to have three wonderful meals for that day?

Or would you buy something nice to share it with that someone special? Taking her on a shopping spree making her the feel like the most fortunate person in the whole wide world?

$86,400 is not really a huge amount but definitely something nice to have.

What if it’s not $86,400 but 86,400 seconds that you were given.

How would you spend it?

Would you want to spend every single second all by yourself? Doing things you like and enjoying the peace and quietness alone?

Or would you spend the 86,400 seconds with that someone special. Both of you may do nothing at all, just enjoying each other’s company. You may joke around and rekindle the good old times during the times both of you have experienced.

86,400 seconds is actually 24 hours or a full day in our life.

It’s not an awful lot of time consider how long we are going to live.
But it is still a fraction of our life as we age.

What do we do in a day?

We get up, some of us go to school, some of us go to work, some of us might just go back to sleep.

Then we rush for the stupid bus that always comes early when you are late. When we reached office, the files and documents that stacked our desk seems to be a lot higher than yesterday.


After a day’s work, we go back to our home and greet our loved one with a tiring smile. No matter how hard the day it has been… the feeling of going home is undeniably sweet... because we will enjoy each other’s company and shared all the things that happened to us today.

How would you spend it, the 86,400 seconds of your life?

How you spend it, is not really important.
Who you spend it with is.

I was not prepared enough to fall so deep in love

YANYI said: tonight is so suay for me lah!
:DDDDDDDD
just came back from English tuition not long ago.
& guess what?
i actually sat onto a chewing gums!
i notice only when i wanted to adjust my seats.
so i felt something is pulling
i turn, and see the gums stretch as it stick firmly! on my pants.
roar! darn! darn suay lahh!!!


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I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know


DDDDDDDDDDDD:
i miss, i miss
i miss your everything
i miss how you used to treated me in the past ):
i miss all your concern words& your concern call
the calls which will surely melt my heart.
but i know it will never happen again.
anyhow, i enjoy the moment i spent talking on the phone with you :D
its an enjoyable moment for me.

Darn! i think i lost my wallet somewhere :(
roar!! my money, ez-link , library card &all, byebye
sobsob
i feel so down DDDDDDDDD:
everything is not going for me.
being so stress& angry with certain thing.
but what can i do now?
get over it and do my best for eoy?
perhaps :)
alright, i shall get going.
there's tons of homework & textbook waiting for me

*ohwell, i seriously think you should change your fucking attitude problem lately.
i don't think i have offended you, did i?
so stop everything.
& i just get sooo god damn irritated when you keep on BINGBANGBONG!
you know you're just trying to attract people's attention?
by using some stupid ways to tell people that you're in a bad mood&pity you?
hell no, this will only make more and more people get digusted by your attitude.
i also have my own limit of toleration okayyy!
don't think only you can be angry, i can too!
i just look down on people who gets angry so easily
then started to ignore people, and not letting people know why/what you're angry.
&I SAY : THIS IS NOT COOLLLLLLLL AT ALL!

time really flies :(
the september holiday is soon over.
which means, once it is monday.
OUR NIGHTMARE STARTS!!!
roar the eoy! xp
hellll, i haven't touch any of my books today.
& yesterday, i only spent around 1/2 hours mugging?
its seriously not enough, you know?!! :[
guesss what?
i have been playing damn lame's game for the whole afternoon.
darn all stupid games!!
whhaaaaa!! i gonna save myself.
perhaps i still don't have the kind of sense-of-emergency's feeling.

alright, i shall stop waste anymore time on the computer.
i must start mugging like what others are doing right now :DDD

THIS IS SOOOOO RIDICULOUS! haha

i seriously need some motivation for me to start my EOY revision once again :(
i didn't really study after tuesday.
& now i'm here blogging -.-
hopefully later, i will drag myself to the study table to really start study hard! :P

so yeah, basically today is a good day.
why? haha
because i get to learn deeper into 'Animal Farm' in school.
and i'm able to finish like, half of my maths holiday homework?
which is so goodddddddd~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

15 Year Old has had sex OVER 300 Times!!

This is sooooooo hilarious!
but its 101% true okay.
watch it & you'll know.
she just don't feel ashamed.
all i can say is : she's so suay la!
till now, she still don't even have a baby.
she sex so many times just because she desperately wanted a baby!
well, i shan't say much. WATCH IT! lol




PEISI : yeahhh! nice right? i love it too!!!
FABIAN : thankyou :D
SHUYI : NONONO, i don't think this is a good idea haha :p

''如果你爱我就给我过来!''
gosh, i'm so in love with this phrase~
especially when huoda, the male main actor says while crying.
oh so.. touching/romantic
i wonder if i can get such a bf. haha :p

watch it! just jump straight to 6.15 minutes,
when he phone her gf, Rainie Yang :DDDDD
i love this kind of bf!!! lol!

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.

oh well,
im glad that i have started my revision for EOY! :p
the feeling great&contended!
im surprised myself!
i always do last minutes work.
i'ev never start revision sooo much early than i usually do x)
is this a good presage?
haha, i hope so!! [:
i think its really time to pull up my socks!!!
since this is a crucial year for me :D
perhaps i should just stay focus for the next few weeks , i will be rewarded & be able to enjoy many weeks of holiday thereafter
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD





Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can´t get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can´t find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I´ve never felt so much love before
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

CHORUS:
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...


Night after night
I hear myself sayin´
Why can´t this feeling just fade away?
There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ...
I´m too shuy to ask ...
I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I´m thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ...

CHORUS

Once again I´m thinking about ....
Taking the easy way out ....

CHORUS

well, i seriously think this watch is COOL!
where else can you find it outside?

This limited production 72 White L.E.D. watch lights up brighter than any other watch available. The time is read by reading the hours on the left and the minutes on the right. When the button is pressed for the time it will spiral all the lights on and off then show the time. Press the button again and the day and date will be displayed

alright, i'm delighted to get a reply from Mdm tong, our ex-form teacher :p
i've send her an e-mail saying that we'all miss her so much!
& the Teacher's day video!!!! :D
she said in the mail :

Thank you for the video. I am very touched that all of you have thoughts to wish me even though I have left. Please thank the rest of them on my behalf (:


PRASEEDHA: okay, i hope i will wear home clothes if there's a chance next time round :D