HELLO HELLO!
i'm so called back from hospital.
& i still haven't operate on my throat yet :(
guess why?
the problem is not on me, but the doctor! roar!
just this morning, a doctor came up to me and said ;
''well, you're Cheeyanyi eh? so Prof. Henry Tan is supposed to operate on you today right?*nod* but sadly, he's not feeling very well today. so your operation will be postpone to wednesday.''
then i was like , '' tsk -.- i've waste my precious time in the hospital''
the worse thing is, ALL MY THREE BLOOD TEST DONE YESTERDAY IS WASTED!
roarroarroar!
the first time, they draw a little bottle of my blood for some testing.
then later on, the nurse say they need more blood from me.
and so, i went in and they draw my blood twice!
as the doctor say that my blood clot very easily. so yah TWICE!
& the third time,they poke in a needle.
the needle will be in my hand until the day i discharge.
so the needle which is insert in my hand 'permanantly' is hurting me so much!
cus they need the needle to connect with a packet of , don't know what, after my operation so i won't feel hungry.
but then its all wasted!
after the doctor said the op will be postponed, the nurse help me to take the needle out.
which have alr been there ,on my hand, for like almost a day!!!
of course, my hand got a little bruise the moment she took it out :(
i hate needle/blood test/ injection!!!

the one night stay there almost kill me.
i was so bored that i didn't know what to do.
i was turning my head left, right , left, right -.-
if not, i will be sleeping.
thats the only 2 thing i can do in the hospital.
then finally its around 10pm & we're going to sleep.
unfortunately, my ward is shared with all 5 children.
& they're as noisy!
at like 3 pm, i was waken up by a little girl's crying just two bed away from me.
she was like, crying so loudly that i have to use my pillow to cover my ear.
soon, more babies started crying.
when all the crying continues, i was getting a little annoying.
but too bad, i must tolerate : (
after all, they're still some innocent babies, yah? :D

alright, after having an experience of staying in hospital.
i know what to bring when i re-admit in on Wednesday (:
so i will be going in on Wednesday again.
&luckily the operation is on the same day(wednesday, afternoon?).
or else i gonna went crazy!
i'm like going in yesterday for a vacation -.-
do nothing there except for blood test & more blood test.
ohyah! & that fucking tube which is insert from my nose into my throat.
ewwwwwwwwwwwww!
because they need to ensure that the postpone of operation will not affect anything.
so they need to take a tube and then insert from my nose down to my throat.
luckily they did spray some anesthetic in my nose so i won't feel the pain.
and the tube is making me so uncomfortable!
it was like, having something stuck in the nose.
& the feeling is as if you breath in water from your nose.
can you imagine the pain?
ewewewewew!


Ain't this little baby adorable?
i find him super duper cute sial!
this baby is just beside my bed.
as ive said.
i'm being surround by all babies/little girlgirl & boyboy.
i'm the only teenagers there.
& so, my utensil there is all cartoon cartoon's
i can't help but feeling a little stupid by using the plate/bowl there.
its really as if i'm being treated like a small girlgirl because i'm in Children tower :p
( fortunately, all the staff there is caring & friendly :D )
if only i'm still in the hospital :(
i miss the baby~
and looking at the baby make my 'desire' for baby grew higher!
HAHA. i know i'm lame.