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Tuesday, October 2, 2007|2:55 PM

What should i do?
what is the best for us?
i really don't know.
i can no longer treat him the same like how i used to.
whenever i look at him, i got the kind of 'Stranger' feeling.
i hate to have eye contact with him now.
i will surely try to avoid talking/go near to him.
i can't take it when people try to lie and act like nothing happens.
i will find him super fake!
no matter who is he.
i'll never forgive him if he's really doing such things.
he's no longer the ___ i know since young.
this is ridiculous!
i simply can't believe what i'd saw in his inbox.
why must he do these thing?
will he be hiding it forever&ever?
perhaps he's really 'experience' in hiding things.
since we are not aware of anything all along,
until i saw the message with my own eye!
i always thought i'm blessed.
but i guess i'm totally (!!!) wrong.

ohwell.
what is hope?
i don't understand.
is all your hard work which you'd put in worthwhile?
NO!NO!NO!
no matter how hard you studied.
if you're fated to have a dumb& useless brain,
you'll never do well for anything/everything in the world.
even if you put in your 101% of effort.
nothing will change.
especially when you studied darn hard the day before,
thinking that you might do well in the exam.
but the moment you take your papers & do it.
you'll then understand, a stupid brain will always be stupid.
this is a fact which can't be changed.
its kind of sad when you can't see any 'future' ahead of you.
you tend to cry/sob.
but what's done can't be undone.
no point crying over spilt milk, right?
& the saddest thing in the world is...
when you'd work hard & thats what you get.
a pile of rubbish!
now, you feel totally lost.
didn't know if its best for you to stop everything,
let nature take its course.
or work even hard to achieve what you really want?
if you ,again, work hard.
will the result still be the same? if yes,
then whats the point?
from what i see now,
no hope is seriously better >:'[

god is really being very unfair, you know?!
why can others have everything in the world?
being cherished,pretty,have good figure and have talent etc.
however, a handful of people have to suffer &nothing in the world belong to him/her?
some people do not have to do anything and he/she'll get everything in world.
but some unfortunate people have to keep on trying, still, get nothing in the end.
this is what i call ; ' Everyone is equal, but some are just more equal than others'
Sigh.

* life sucks & how i wish tomorrow is the end of the world!
that would be the great!!

xoxo