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Friday, November 9, 2007|3:25 PM

FOOD FOOD FOODDDDDDDDDDDDD
ohmygod, i desperately need the world's delicious food :(
& yesterday, i can only stared at the food my family members had.
they went out for dinner and that was a total disaster!
i can only swallow my tasteless saliva while they're enjoying their food.
i'm like half dead there,
i can't even have some 'normal' food like wanton mee, you see?
simply because wanton mee contains dark soy sauce which will somehow darken my scar if i ate.
so yah, no wanton mee
no chicken rice (as rice is too hard for my throat to swallow ) D:
no sotong
no stingray
no tomyam noodle
no char kway teow
no satay (except for pork's?)
not even Curry Puff, sobsob :(
so the final conclusion is, porridge (!!!) is the only edible food there which i can eat.
& i'm so sick of porridge.
i already have porridge in the hospital for like 3 days.
then at home, without fail my lunch and dinner will be porridge.
if you were me, you surely will be so damn sick of porridge.
so i decided not to eat for my dinner, not even a bowl of porridge.
they enjoy their food and i can only stare at them :(
frankly speaking, the nurse ask me to eat soft food at home.
if i eat too hard food like rice, i gonna vomit.
but no one can really eat porridge for like the whole one month or even two month right?
so i ate some not very soft food like hotdog ( i didn't know if this is a soft food)

alright after i secretly ate some notttt so soft food.
i'm very guilty & worried about my wound now.
when the doctor take off the white colour thingy few days ago,
i realise there's still a lump inside.
whenever i swallow, deep down my throat, there'll be a thing stuck there.
or is it only something that everyone have?
i don't know.
i can even see the 'new' lump.
its right in the middle of my wound.
maybe i'm thinking way too much.
well i shall wait and see how it goes
& on the 28th (my last appointment if everything is okay)i'll tell my doctor about it.
then if he also think this is not very normal, who knows
i may be having another operation again.
or perhaps that's just something that everyone will have after operation.

xoxo