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Sunday, April 26, 2009|12:04 PM

all dressed in white,

My great-uncle had gone to a place so far far away, last night

I actually have a lot to say ystd, but now i don't know how am i going to describe everything in words anymore. He's met with an accident last night, by a careless female driver. Tsk. He really shoudn't have died:( he's quite old, but he always look energetic to me and not any part of him show that he's probably in his 70's.
Though we ain't very close(cuz he stay at Simpang Rengam), but i really miss him now. I can't believe last year QingMing festival will be the last time i'm seeing him. He's always so cheerful and passionate towards everything, & whenever we see him/ talk to him, he'll start telling us everything about History. Once, when i was still young and still staying in Malaysia, i love to see him. As he's my grandpa's brother, he'll often drive like a few hours from SR to KT to visit my grandpa. ''很像阿公的叔公来了!'' is what i always shout to my grandma when he arrived, bcuz he seriously resemble my grandpa a lot a lot. Like totally photocopy one eh. Then i'll run to the gate to open the gate for him so that he can drive the car into the house. Everytime he and his family come, i'll be very happy, cuz the house will be filled with people and the house will have a lot cars, probably 5 at the side or outside the house.
But everything is so different now, their family have lesser people. Two passed away last year, and now my great-uncle has met with an accident and died.
I'm sorry uncle, i really hope i can go back m'sia to attend your funeral, but i have a lot to do this few days. If not for my Midyear, i'd go back with my dad now:( :(

Now my only wish is to see my grandparents and everyone to live well. I swear i can die if anything happen to my grandparents. And i hope my cousins will stop 'hating' my grandpa, he's done nothing wrong to deserve all of you's bad comment about him. When i'm young, in order to let my cousin like me, i talk bad with them about my grandpa. Who always dotes on me a lot, though he sometimes beat me. But since a few years ago, i hate to hear my cousins(sometimes even my aunt) scolding him behind his back. I will be angry, but i'll just keep quite and listen. I can't say anything cuz they'll start saying ''you like grandpa because he dotes on you the most what''. No, everyone knows that he once use canes to beat me until i'm bruise, bleed and urinated on my pants. Not anyone of them knew how painful is this experience i have. Even he did this, i didn't hate him. But my cousins, until now, are still hating him, i wonder why. Sometimes we go back msia, we'll sit down chitchatting, soon they'll talk about how bad my grandpa is n start scolding him. I feel so unfair for grandpa. Yes, he maybe be a little too violent, fierce, selfish, unreasonable and not caring at times. But i hope they know and understand that this is his character and no one's perfect, not even themselves. I truly believe he does everything with a reason & he do have a nice side of him. I remember, there was once he fed me food. ONCE. At that moment i feel the warmth he gave to me, because i have never seen him feeding anyone ever since i'm born. And yes, he fed me. Though i was shivering when he's feeding me(i'm always scare of him when im young), after that i reflected and thought he can be nice if you behave yourself. He's really a nice grandpa in my heart, i seriously hope cousins will start to like him and reflect on themselves(they're rude to always scold grandpa), and cherish grandpa while he's still alive.

And no one is safe from their fate
luvyou, uncle.
(pardon my lousy English grammar and wordy post)

Please get well real soon k:)

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